Face to face

I choose to get lost in the space between your eyes and your smile

because I’m afraid of diving off the board too soon in the oceans above

I’m not the strongest swimmer

and I don’t know how or if I’ll come through the other end

So…
Every now and then

I dare myself to let go

take a dip

with the hope that faith will keep me afloat.

I could get use to this

The more I go I’ll be an expert for sure

And then I think again

get out of the water

you’ve been going in too much

Out I come

And here faith has me wandering

hopping over freckles and creases

to the place where warmth is consistent

or at least I’m hoping for it to be

Where sunshine looks like the letter c on it’s back

and sounds like the scales on a bass guitar

I could listen on endlessly

I’m finding balance

Your oceans are unpacking my vulnerability day by day

Your sunshine giving me just enough heat

and yet it knows when to allow winds of encouragement to blow me over

This is when I know I can be silent and let you lead me.

You were made to rule

For the waters are many

And the sun is pivotal

God knows what He’s doing.

Thank you dawn

The night doesn’t sleep for its looks for the lonely soul.

The restless eyes and heart it is to behold.

To toss like a boat on the waves of a tempest

The night calls out to its friend folly,

let’s see mischief and boredom at work,

triggering youth and steering them into the mess

to have missed the mark for this world.

It thinks its never going to end,

until it meets dawn and daybreak and their father sun

to ease the terror of past sins won.

I remember

An essence that takes me through time, where I am staring at your feet

Where my eyes begin to carve out your frame.

The sun rays and your voice are home to me.

Wow! So much from a scent

Just one more whiff and the sound of laughter fills the air as daytime soaps and silly jokes bring us close.

Puff puff, you’re going again,

A reminder that you’re leaving.

Take me with you I’d hope, but I would seldomly get my way.

I pride myself on being independent but never am I too proud when I think of how much I need you.

Romans 8:31

When you see me by myself know that I’m not alone.

I’ve chosen to be called a child of God and so with every step I take even in the trials I know to whom I belong.

You may think my world is falling apart and even laugh and gossip but you are not my enemy and we are not at war.

I am merely that tree dancing in the storm directed by His divine grace as to how to bend when the winds come.

Though I may get wet the umbrella of my foundation in Jesus keeps me from the loose objects floating around.

Yes! keeps me from being broken by your tongue.

He is for me and even when others are not,

I ask myself who’s more powerful; infinite God or man who only knows to rot.